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El papel aguanta todo

“Paper is the original therapist, it never gets lighter; we just grow stronger.”

March 20, 2025 5 min read Prose

Imagine a world without paper. No diaries, no love letters, no hastily scribbled grocery lists that somehow turn into existential crisis. Where would we be without the catharsis of pouring our hearts onto a page? Paper is the original therapist.

Writers, revolutionaries, and angsty teenagers have all relied on paper's infinite patience. Shakespeare drafted sonnets, Anne Frank kept her diary, and some poor soul in the 1800s probably wrote "Why doth the milkmaid scorns me?" in a journal that future historians will now analyze. Paper holds our rawest thoughts, our most impulsive ideas, and our most embarrassing confessions, without complaint.

There's this phrase: el papel aguanta todo, paper can withstand anything. And honestly? It's true. Edgy 3 a.m. thoughts, half-baked ideas, stuff you'd never dare to say out loud; the page just... holds it. No judgment. No side-eye. Just pure emotional storage.

Writing, for me, started as a way to process things I couldn't explain out loud. The stuff that felt too heavy, too weird, or too much for conversations, found its way onto paper. It's wild how ink can feel safer than people sometimes. With others, there's this pressure to be fine, to be normal, to not overshare. But the page? It doesn't care. It just listens. And somewhere along the way, I started wondering what's more real: the life we live or the words we write about it? I've written lines that felt more honest than some entire days I've lived. Maybe because on paper, we stop editing ourselves. There's no need to perform, no need to be palatable. It's just you and your thoughts, raw and unfiltered.

Paper doesn't judge. It doesn't interrupt. It doesn't give you that "Are you serious right now?" look when you scribble down:

"I could totally be a professional mermaid."

and "Why does my cat hate me? Am I the problem?"

It just takes it. Like a therapist who only charges you in ink.

Paper is an ultimate accomplice. It doesn't just hold your truths, it holds your lies, too.

Fake doctor's notes? "El papel aguanta."

The receipt you may have altered to convince your mom that "No, mama, these shoes were totally on sale!"? A-GUAN-TA.

The exam cheat sheet disguised as innocent lecture notes? A-guan-ta, mi amigo.

Paper is not just a passive listener; it's a buffer for the human soul. Here's the beautiful paradox: paper makes thoughts solid but not stuck. You can:

Cry into a notebook (then close it and order pizza)

Draft your resignation (then sleep on it and stay employed)

Write "I'll never forgive you" in red pen (then doodle flowers around it until it becomes abstract art)

Ever notice how some pages feel lighter when you revisit them? The words don't change... but you do. And paper? It never gets lighter; we just grow stronger. Pages just waits patiently for whatever comes next...your tears, your joy, or that grocery list you'll definitely lose.

Maybe the paper doesn't heal us; maybe it just holds the weight until we're ready to let go.

Dua Fatima
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